begin again..improve ourselves...

hm..

kami bermula lagi..

dengan yg baru lagi..

huu.. kenapakah?

sume ni berpunca krana diriku sendri..

sudah byk berubah..

bila sudah rase selesa..

yup!

huu.. dlu aku laen..sabar je..

xpenah plak melawan...

sabar sgt2 banyak..utk menangi hatinyer..

huu..

kena marah. kena maki. huu..

knpa skg xleh?

knpa skg aku mudah sgt marah..

suke melawan.

suke tegakkan dri..

dlu aku xhirau pon sal diri aku..

xkesah pon..

sabar je..

asal dia suke..

hm..

aku mahukan dia.

jdi aku perlu berubah..

untk kebaikan kami..

utk kekal selamanya..

dengan izinNya..

insyaAllah..

=)

haha..

kadang2 sgat lawak..

sangat kebudakan..

sangat menyampah..

tula org akan ckp..

tentang cinta..

kasih dan sayang..

haha..

betol..sgt betol..

baru je post aku yg romantis amat..

skg post ni da berubah 180 darjah.

kenapa ni ina??

soalan yg paling bnyak terjah ke telinga aku...

ntahla..

keadaan da berubah..

dulu laen. skg laen.

dulu jauh mane pon tp xpnah ngeluh.

skg jauh sket je da bg mcm2 alasan.

dlu smua betol.

skg "sy nk ubah awak utk jd lebih betol"

dlu tiap hari "sy nak kte bercinta"

skg "bila da kawen nti hari2 leh brcinta, skg rilek ah dlu"

dlu nak lepak ngan awk je kongsi cerita.

skg "da xtahu tempat lepak yg best.balik rehat jela."

dlu awk la yg dapat faham sy dgn baek.

skg "awk da mula xfaham keadaan sy".

hatiku xkan berubah.. tp, tu la.. xkan jd pape lau hnya kite berlebih2..

hanya sebelah pihak..

eh.eh.

tapi ina kuat tau..

da xnk nanges..haaha..

betol!

lau nk ckp xsedih tu sgt2 tipu la kan?

tp biarlah hnya dalam hati shja..

da tua bangka da nak nanges ke lagi..

hee..

hm..kdg2 tu lepas nafas pon xlepas2..

hehe..

sebb ade something yg xkna dlm dada ni..

boleh plak tersekat2..

yg tu xtau la knpa..xpnah ske blajar biologi..

da pernah da rase mcm ni sblom ni..

jd perlu la improve..

dlu nanges xingt dunia.. skg da boleh tenang sket..

mgkin kehendak Yang Maha ESA..

atau ujian utk HAMBANYA yg kdg2 terlupa kte hanya insan yg hina.

hm.. ape yg aku nk wat lepas ni?

ntahla. 

mungkin solat dan bace Quran.

moga hatiku tenang...

="(

love u and only u forever~

yup!

forever you~!

u are my hero...

my best listener..

my bushuk2...

and my only soul mate.....

2 October 2010 (in my mind)

 

the date was our anniversary~   = ) 

l o n e l y

perlu ke rase cmni?

hm..

ntahla..

bukan ke patt bahagia..

same as before...

hm..

 i think he was different..

not actually.

jiwa, hati ini mula kosong.

everything i do..sacrificed.. only because of u.

but.

nothing less.. people cant see..

hmm... (sigh*)

weekend yg sunyi.

lonely.

cry. 

i go into this.

then, i must face this.

i can!

INSYA ALLAH..

Ya ALLAH, berilah kekuatan pd hambamu ini..

hanya pd ENGKAU tempatku mengadu...

amin...

akhirnyer ......

dapat jgk aku melepasi mggu yg paling tough gler~!!!

horeyyy..

tp xtrlalu gmbira cz masih ade lg yg belum selesai..

huu.but,  xla terlalu teruk mcm mggu ini..

dan harini..

slepas da potem satu kelas pg td,

kerna terlabih tdo,

almaklum terlalu pnat,

dan petam td...

kami pergi menonton!

ceritanyer..:-

Charlie st. Cloud

wah! ingtkan mmg xbest..

tp not bad lah..

keke..

then, sdikit sbanyak review film ni yg mahu ku share disini..

Starring: Kim Basinger, Donal Logue, Amanda Crew, Ray Liotta, Zac Efron, Charlie Tahan

Its a film with another familiar premise (kid sees dead people), yet Efron is starting to demonstrate a knack for playing scarred or seriously flawed individuals despite his good looks.  

As Charlie St. Cloud, another kid who has it all, Efron is about to graduate from High School and attend college on a boating scholarship. Sailing may be his passion, but nothing means more to him than his little brother Sam (Charlie Tahan) who he practically raised along side his mother (Kim Basinger) when their father walked out on them years ago.

Barely into the first act, Charlie gets into a bad auto wreck that cuts both his and Sam's lives short. Yet Charlie manages to survive after paramedic Florio (Ray Liotta) manages to re-start his heart with a little help from St. Jude.

Naturally Charlie's world is shattered and he begins to withdraw from life, taking a job as a cemetery groundskeeper which is where we find him five years later. He is at an impasse and though his mother has moved on and out of town, Charlie is stuck in a rut letting life pass him by. His brush with death has given him the ability to interact with those who have passed on, including his best friend who was killed during military service and his brother Sam.

nah.. ni dia heroin cter ni..Tess Carol atau name sbnar Amanda Crew

Charlie tells Sam as he keeps his promise to meet his little brother at their favorite spot in the woods to practice baseball every day at sundown.

 Efron is already a star!

 Sam hasn't passed on to the other side like so many other souls and Charlie isn't able to get on with his life out of guilt, feeling he has a promise to keep.

 what the film is ultimately about is letting go

(the sad part)

mr.M nanges! malu je..ahak!

wow! he was more than just a pretty face....!

owh.. i'm falling~ *-*

those eyes make my heart melt!